for Jan

Uncut

Not me.
I couldn't have.
I loved you far too much.
Not that you didn't deserve it.
You did.
 
Out there.
For all to see.
Photos of you somehow
removed from their secret albumn
How so?

Not sure
that you can face
it, and how do I feel?
Sorry? I guess so. Life tends to
do this. 

There's you
grovelling now,
tearful, fearful, ashamed.
Perhaps, or not, who knows, but you?
Are you? 

It worked
Did you doubt it?
But I am unimpressed.
My attention was all yours - You
lost it.

Cut Up

 it.  I from their  Life but to
do this. or you now,
tearful, fearful, deserve it.
You Not of not,  see.
Photos I attention   Not  you so? worked
Did you doubt  you there
For all to didn't you?
Are you?  all couldn't secret somehow
removed me.
I tends guess feel?
Sorry? loved  who can face
it, ashamed.
Perhaps, knows, You
lost how do so. It much.
Not albumn
How it?
But unimpressed.
My yours that
There's you sure
that too I was am -
Out and far you
grovelling did.
have I.

'Did you doubt  you there' and
'loved  who can face it'. 
- say it all!